Friday, May 27, 2011

see ya later northeast

I GOT A JOB. 

stop re-reading and rubbing your eyes, it's true! I can't believe it, I am so blessed beyond belief. I got a real grown-up job. 

Oh and one other thing.. 

It's in Nashville, Tennessee!

I know that in my core I am so excited about this, but as soon as I accepted the job dozens of fears started creeping into my head. I'm fearful about being inadequate in my job, about not making friends, about getting lost every time I leave my apartment... oh and there's that whole 'moving to a new city in a different part of the country by myself' thing. The fears exist, but I know that this job is exactly where God wants me, and I can't wait to get started and make Nashville 'my city.' A city I can take pride in, a city where I call home.

My heart will always beat in Philly, and it's weird to think that I'm moving to a place where people could care less about the Phillies, don't regularly eat cheesesteaks, and don't get hyped up when the fresh prince says 'innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn west philadelphia, born and raised.'

But as I leave my western philadelphia suburb, I know that this will be good. I know that I can and will be happy there. I know that is a life-changing opportunity.

And one other thing.. I leave in 2 weeks. 

In the next 2 weeks I have to 1. buy a car 2. move out of my penn state apartment 3. go to my roommates wedding 4. go to nashville and find a place to live 5. come back from nashville to pack up (see three posts ago... I JUST made my room look perfect and finished unpacking, go figure) 6. attend my sister's graduation 7. have our dual graduation party 8. go back to nashville 9. start a real-person job.

Yikes.

But, it'll get done. If I want this job, I'll get it done..... with extreme help from and dependence on my wonderful parents of course.

But for now, I'm at the beach for the long, beautiful memorial day weekend (eating all the seafood I can and staring at the ocean... nashville is an appalling distance from the coast) and enjoying this time with my family. We're relaxing and taking it slow until tuesday morning.

and occasionally jumping up and down yelling
"I'M MOVING TO NASHVILLE!"
 
so.... which building does taylor swift live in?

Thursday, May 26, 2011

a smile, a kiss a sip of wine

It's the beginning of Memorial Day Weekend tomorrow! This is quite possibly my favorite weekend of the year because it's always nice out, always spent at the beach and always marks the official beginning of summer. We're heading down to Bethany tonight to soak in the rays ocean side for a nice long weekend at the shore.

There's only one song I want to hear on the ride down -- cause it's a smile, it's a kiss, it's a sip of wine, it's summertime (.... and maybe because I've had a huge crush on kenny since seeing him put on one of the best concerts I've ever been to 2 summers ago.. maybe).

Cheers to summer my friends

I like the term (f)unemployment

Please check out this entry in one of my favorite blogs ever (because grilled cheese is one -- if not the -- greatest food invention of all time). She not only describes exactly how I'm feeling right now [1. loving the free time but eager to work 2. waiting on a decision from a second interview 3. craving bre and poundcake] but the sammie she makes looks outrageously good. Enjoy.

Click here yo

Friday, May 20, 2011

21 photo frames.

Yes, I have 21 photo frames, about 15 of them haven't had the picture changed since 8th grade. Who knew that down-sizing photo frames would be the most daunting task of moving back into my room permanently?

Look at this mess, come on, you're jealous.


Even though I'm moving back into a room for potentially a long time, I can't help but dread packing and un-packing. For the last 4 years, I have packed up and un-packed my life. I've moved plastic bins filled with clothes, books, dvds, picture frames and anything else you can imagine in and out of 2 dorm rooms, in and out of a summer beach house, in and out of 2 apartments, in and out of my parents home time and time again. Any college student reading this feels my pain. 

It's not the act of packing that frustrates me, it's the fact that it brings out the worst in me. I never procrastinate more than when I need to pack and un-pack. I'm not talking vacation suitcases and weekend bag packing, but the moving to a new place  kind of packing. I look over old journals, read old notes and really do anything from keeping me to do the dreaded task.

Actually, I just realized that while this huge mess is in front of me, I'm sitting in front of it blogging about it instead of actually doing it. Case and point.

But maybe it's not the physical act of packing that makes this necessary chore such a difficult thing for me, and many others, to complete. Maybe it's that little piece inside everyone that resists change with everything in them.

I can't say this as 'matter of fact,' because I've never moved out of any place that I was desperately looking forward to moving out of. Every time I've moved, I've been happy, I've been content, I didn't need things to change. I've been forced to move because of school starting and ending, but if Penn State didn't make me move out of my dorm freshman year, I'd say there's a chance I'd still be living in Tener Hall with Pam. I loved freshman year of college, I didn't want it to end so I remember packing to go home was a two-week (i'm not kidding) process.

Hindsight is always 20/20 and I can see now that moving in and out each year was necessary and good, as each year of college was better than the one before it.

And isn't that how change usually is? We hate it when it's happening, but are so thankful for it when we look back.

So, as I sit in my messy, un-organized and unpacked room, it's possible that I don't want to move back here because it means that college is over; it's possible that part of me hates the idea of getting a far away job in a few months and doing this again; it's possible that I'm overly sentimental and should never be left alone with 21 photo frames, a box of high school notes and Ingrid Michaelson on loop in an emotional post-grade state (ooops).

Whatever the reason is why I hate moving so much, I can rest in the fact that every move I've made so far has been a good one. Every year, every new dorm and every apartment brought with it new people, new memories, new joys, new ideas and new understandings of who I am.

So even though I legitimately believe that packing is of the devil, moving on is a good thing. Change keeps the world turning, and even though I don't always like it, I'm happy to be moving along with it.

Obvious song choice for today: The Travel Song

Thursday, May 19, 2011

rain, rain, go away.

Rain, rain, rain! The entire Northeast has been covered in it for a week now, I want to enjoy this last week or so of spring, so here's hoping the sun will poke through soon.

But, I will say, if I had this umbrella from Urban Outfitters, then it could rain for the rest of the summer. How cute is it?


I also love a cute pair of rain boots. I generally like the solid colored ones, but I have these anchored ones that I adore. Not only are they useful for rain, but also for - as my mom discovered - walking the dog through dewy grass on summer mornings.

word to the wise: leaving them out in the rain prohibits you from actually using them while it's raining
And, to keep it rained themed, I've been listening to my favorite Adele song all day, 'Set Fire to the Rain' give yourself some time, you'll want to repeat this over and over.  Enjoy and stay dry!

post-grad life begins

The fun moments of graduation are wearing off and I'm settling in and adjusting to life back at home with my parents and sisters. I really do love being home, we haven't all lived together for 4 years, so it feels good to be together again. I'm lucky that my mom works from home, so I have a buddy around the house with me during the day.

Today I started re-painting my room, I'm really excited about this! It's been hot pink since high school, so I was more than ready for a more sophisticated adjustment. I'm doing grey walls and hopefully gathering fun and adorable color accents and decorations as time goes on. I can't wait to move all of my stuff in and transform the room from "my obnoxiously colored high school bedroom that I sleep in over Christmas break," to simply "my room." Here are a few of my inspirations

grey walls are so soothing and dreamy, I may never get out of bed.. maybe this was a bad idea?

I'm OBESSED with this bedspread, obviously from my favorite store of all time, tarjey (aka target.)
I need to figure out how to do a photo frame collage like this, they are so cute and I love displaying photos!


In between looking for a job, my summer 'to keep busy' goals are to 1. re-paint and decorate my bedroom 2. start a vegetable garden 3. blog more frequently 4. re-paint my bathroom 5. cook something new every week.

The hardest part? Of all of those, finding a job will undoubtedly be the hardest and least likely to happen this summer. But, I'm at home with a great family who I've missed more than I let myself realize over the past four years, a new bedroom on the way and potentially my OWN veggie garden soon (fresh basil on my food every night --- can you imagine my bliss!?)

So as far as I see, life isn't just good, it's SO good.


Goodnight dear friends!

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I'm a graduate!

It finally happened, on Saturday I joined the world of college graduates, and I couldn't be happier! I thought I was going to leave feeling sad about leaving my friends, my roommates and the cutest apartment I may ever live in, but for now, the only thing I feel is excited. I'm ready to start the next chapter of my life and see where my career takes me!

It was the perfect ceremony; not too long, not too short and Wolf Blitzer (yes, the Wolf Blizter) gave a lovely commencement address to the College of Communications graduates. I walked across the stage, shook a few hands of people I didn't know, got my diploma and joined the largest alumni network in the world of proud Penn State grads. 

I am so happy to be finished with school, home with my family and figuring out my future. 

Now, I just have to find a job.




leave it to Sang to have the most creative cap of everyone, the 'wow' fingers were most definitely necessary
"You're too young to settle. Don't give up on your dream" -Wolf Blitzer


 

Cheers to the future

Friday, May 13, 2011

The Last Day

I graduate tomorrow, ah! My heart is too full to write, but pictures are worth 1,000 words right?


love ya lions








Sunday, May 8, 2011

overflowing with love.

Happy Mother's Day to the most wonderful woman I know. My mom is the greatest, I wish I could be home to celebrate this day with her and my family. Love you, mom! Happy Mother's day to all mothers: who were mothers, who are mothers and who one day will be mothers. Thanks for everything you do!


 mom and dad, they are the best parents!
And even though my mom and dad have always loved so many different artists and music genres over the years (I credit my taste in music to them) and I could literally choose countless songs that I grew up on (no, mom, I love you but I still will never post smooth jazz or jimmy buffet on here) only one song came to mind when I thought about what to post, Carly Simon's 'Do the Walls Come Down,' the song my mom would use to sing me to sleep to when I was a baby.

Love you mom!

Friday, May 6, 2011

final days

It's Friday of finals week, while that doesn't mean much to this girl who finished school last week, it's exciting to see my roommates close their books an begin to enjoy these last precious days as students at this wonderful school. Today, one of my closests friends from home, Heather (check her blog out here! ) is graduating from ECU today. It's crazy that it doesn't feel long ago at all that we were nervously squeeling and hugging before going on stage to graduate high school. While time can change many things, there's always one thing that constant, time always eventually runs out.

My time has now run out here at Penn State. I am so sad to see it go but I'm so excited to discover what I'll be doing, where I'll be going and seeing what time will continue to do with my life.

Today, my mood is light, my resumes are out, my grades are in and I'm feeling so thankful to be sitting a week away from graduation.

Today I'm floating around my apartment thinking about packing but really only looking over old notes, photos, journals and absorbing every moment of this life I know so well and love so much. 

And listening to this, on repeat over and over and over and over.


Monday, May 2, 2011

an ode to media.

There are certain days when I really wish I had forced myself to like science or math, so I could have a job and make a ton of money. No, it wouldn't be exciting, but who cares? Then, things happen that make me so happy to have majored in what I did, so happy to have received the education that I did and so head-over-heels in love with this unpredictable industry. 

Last night, and this weekend in general, reminded me why I love communications and journalism. My heart was beating and my fingers were racing as I typed the homepages of cnn.com and searched twitter for Penn State updates.

During the WWII London bombings, Americans were captivated by Edward Murrow's radio broadcasts, "this is London... good night and good luck." After the television phenomenon, Walter Cronkite told the nation on the CBS evening news that he no longer believed the Vietnam war was one that the U.S could win, which prompted President Johnson's quote: "If I've lost Cronkite, I've lost America." Millions tuned their channels to Nixon's congressional hearings an even  more stood around their televisions in disbelief as the twin towers turned from sky scrapers to dust on the dark morning of September 11, 2001.

The ongoing war in Iraq marks the first time that people gather around computer screens more often than the television. We email article links to friends, read dozens of online newspapers and most significantly, we never wait until the 11 o'clock news to be informed. Media has evolved into a complex, fascinating and exciting tool that connects us instantaneously with things happening down the block, and half-way around the world.

Last night, at around 10:30, I went to check cnn.com before going to bed. There was no information on anything that had happened, only a blinking banner telling me that President Obama would address the country with breaking news within moments. My fingers seemed to trip on each other as I scurried to find the remote, turn on the TV and find a channel. Upon arriving to NBC, there was a photo of Osama bin Laden and a news anchor telling me that he was dead. I jumped back onto my computer, and refreshed cnn.com so that I could listen and read all at the same time. However, cnn hadn't been able to update their website yet. Instead of going to another news source, I went to social media site, Twitter. There were already thousands of tweets confirming that Osama was, in fact, dead.

From the time I innocently clicked cnn.com and saw the flashing banner until when I learned about the details of how it had happened, about 2 minutes - maybe less - had collapsed.

Pretty amazing.

The rest of the night was the same, I read countless articles, tweets and facebook statuses about Osama. During the President's speech, I was able to know what most of my friends thought about Obama's address through, again, tweets and facebook statuses.

Within minutes of Obama's speech, through twitter and facebook, I was informed that there was a riot of Penn State students downtown. I knew that they were chanting "USA" and setting off fireworks. Even though the riot was only a few blocks away, I knew it in a quicker amount of time online than it would have taken me to walk there.

About 5 minutes into the riot, I was able to see pictures uploaded on facebook and the website of our student newspaper, the Daily Collegian.

At midnight, only an hour and a half after initially hearing the news, I was filled with extensive knowledge about the operation - when it happened, how it happened; I had watched a Presidential address; I had been on every major news organization's website, including Britain's BBC; I had heard about a riot of my fellow students and seen the photos, in fact, I even knew what they were chanting, how the police were reacting and watched videos of people crowd surfing an American flag.

At midnight, only an hour and a half later, I was able to shut my laptop and go to bed. In my quiet, peaceful room, with a roommate who had gone to bed at 10 and knew nothing sleeping only a few feet away from me, I was able to disconnect from the world.

The weekend started with a wedding that stole the attention of billions (the number of royal wedding viewers still blows my mind) and ended with a death that has re-awakened a sense of news-consciousness among my peers.

This media isn't an industry that was designed to stand still, but an industry that seeks to inform with every platform possible, an industry that isn't held in the hands of a few but is accessible and interactive (hello twitter). I am so lucky to witness it all. I am so excited to one day be apart of it.

Here's some photos of the Penn State riot, taken from www.collegian.psu.edu, full coverage can be found here






Sunday, May 1, 2011

A Royal Affair

Yes, I'll join the masses in being completely smitten with William and Kate's beautiful wedding. I forgot to take photos, but rest assured that our apartment was awake at 5 am with coffee in hand and spent 4 hours watching everything go down as we oooo-ed and awwww-ed over the dress, the ceremony and everything in between. Cheers to you, William and Kate and I'm rooting for a long happy marriage.